Tuesday, January 10, 2006
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7:23 AM
Thursday, January 05, 2006
hey ppl
i'm working!!!
as a chinese coolie... sob sob
7:15 AM
Thursday, December 29, 2005
my favourite button is the reset button
its in everything we have but just not in our lifes
how i wish, that there's a reset button in
our lifes...
everytime we screw up, we can start
all over again
doesn't it sometimes shits when you
are already in the middle of something
and realised you had it all wrong from the
beginning and how you wish to start all
over again from nil?
how i hope that i can live my life all over again,
redo things that i've dome wrongly
and perhaps treasure ppl that i shd have more
that ever before...
perhaps things would turn out differently
perhaps i may not be who i am
but sometimes isn't better that way than now?
where you lost your precious and your vision
you dunno where to go
dunno who to go to
and all those ppl that you shd go to you dun wanna go
ppl sometimes say that those who are alone are lonely
but i beg to differ
sometimes
ppl just wanna be alone
not that they are lonely and friendless
but i suppose just wish to exit from the chitter chatter
of life and take a walk down the lane to erm
yourself...
i belief ppl need times alone
times to just wonder or just go blank
but isn't times like this that calms a person down
isn't times like this where ppl can make better decisions
and isn't times like this where ppl begin to see clearly
see how they have taken for granted things
and how now they have lost it and its all thieir own fault
no one to blame but themselves
that's the worst feeling
and i suppose ppl call it regret
where you hate yourself and yet couldn't do anything
about it
your heart aches and it really is painful
and you begin to tear
night and night you repeat the dreadful
process but couldn't stop this reaction
slowly slowly
its wears you and you are emotionally tired
that's when you pray for the reset button to
magically appear on your forehead
(nothing against our indian friends)
but it never comes...
how oh how you ask...
the answer?
there is none...
that's the tragedy of life
not every question has an answer...
9:09 AM
Thursday, December 22, 2005
its been a long time since a wrote.
dun you think sometimes when ppl just go on with
their lifes,
then they tend to forget the most important
things in their life.
ppl like to overlook things and focus on things
that are so far ahead...
its like they always look forward, but never stop to appreciate
wads directly in front of them...
and that's me
how stupid...
-LiFe'S tOuGh-
6:50 PM
Monday, October 31, 2005
5:55 AM
Sunday, October 30, 2005
maybe its me
i wad too afraid
too afraid to make a mistake
too afraid to even try
i've killed myself
maybe i'm lying to myself
i really dunno wad i wan
well
think will just leave it as it is
even if it hurts
9:15 AM
accidental purpose...
deliberate accident...
i dunno which is which
8:15 AM
Friday, October 28, 2005
i said sorry
but there was no reply
i didn't expect
any
but people just like to hope
i'm making an exit now
heading towards the door
where would i go
i do not noe
but just not here
where i've made damage
just somewhere else
where you will be save
i've made my sacrifise
i've made my point
where would i go next
i truely do not noe
ppl just like to hope
and lie to themselves
the greatest lies are told
before we go to bed
telling ourselves that
tomorrow will be better
all will be over tomorrow
but without fail
it doesn't
and ppl's faith becomes weaker
where would i go
i really do not noe
i suppose
i will leave
i suppose i will go
aways from your life
out of your sight
so that
at least
t his misery will end.
10:53 PM